The Dark Road to Recovery – 12-17-19

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I have been praying for a young lady very dear to my heart.  I have tried so hard to figure out just where things keep going wrong.  She seems to be headed in the right direction and the next thing I know, she’s veered off again.  She never quite finishes what she needs to get her on the right path, and it is so crucial that she does because this is not just about her.  She has precious children that need her. My heart aches for them, and for her.

On December 17, 2019, I believe the Lord showed me in a dream what is happening with her and so many others.  In the dream, she was being driven in a car at night.  She was in the front passenger seat and it was her side of the car that I was seeing.  I knew that everything was going well.

Suddenly, she stopped the car.  It was like she couldn’t stand it; she just had to do it.  She got out of the car and began walking toward the direction she had come.  As she walked in the darkness, a person came up to her, then another, then another.  I watched as she had a small group there with her now, but she was in danger.  None of them had her best interest in mind.  They were out for self no matter what it caused or cost her.

As soon as my eyes opened, I knew she had allowed the Holy Spirit to guide her.  That was the driver and the safety of the car.  She only lets that go so far and she has to take control and do it her way.  The Holy Spirit won’t interfere with free will.   So she goes back and thinks things will be different now.  Her old acquaintances she calls friends come around and she’s so happy to see them.  It gives her a sense of home and comfort, but she doesn’t see it’s not a home and the comfort is short lived.  Then she finds herself back where she was and an outcast to family and true friends and without her children.  Now she has used all the excuses she had to use others to help her.  Everyone is wise now and no one will listen.

When we lose everything, we have no way to look but up.  I continue to pray now with more hope than ever, but that’s all the help I give.  I will be there for the children, but the end of her has to come so she will say ‘Jesus take the wheel’.  She will be grateful for the safety of that car – and for the driver.

If this is you out there, I pray for you too.  And I especially pray for the people that care so much for you.  I pray they can let go of the situation and hold on to the prayers until you lose yourself.  There is a driver and a car waiting for you, but He’s a gentleman.  He won’t take away your free will.  Don’t ask God or family ‘why won’t you help me’, but ask yourself ‘why won’t you help me’.  He will lead you where you dare to go alone and He will always be with you.  The word REPENT means to turn away from, so repent and turn away from what is hurting you and ask for help from the One that can.

More than once in my life, I have opened the bible to these words: (I usually use KJV but felt I should use NIV on these.)

Isaiah 43:2 NIV – When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you.  When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.

Haggai 1:13 NIV – Then Haggai, the Lord’s messenger, gave this message of the Lord to the people:  “I am with you,” declares the Lord.

And never forget to pray for strength.  I’m an old lady raising grandchildren so I have done it many times and I have never been disappointed.  The One who is in us is greater than the one who is in the world. (1 John 4:4)  It is for freedom that Christ has set us free.  Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. (Galatians 5:1)  When you resist the devil he will flee (James 4:7)  He will protect you like in the car I saw and it will be your hiding place from those wanting to harm you.  (Psalm 32:7)

So cry out to Him today; He hears you and will deliver you from all your troubles. (Psalm 34:17)  Forget the former things and don’t dwell on the past.  He will make a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland. (Isaiah 43:18-19)

1 John 5:4-5 – For everyone born of God overcomes the world.  This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith.  Who is it that overcomes the world?  Only the one who believes that Jesus is the Son of God.

 

Filling the Gaps – 9-23-19

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I had a very powerful dream and woke from it sometime between 2:30 and 3:00 am and wrote a draft. The Spirit further led me to see a you tube on end time gaps by John Fenn from 2018 after I asked for a witness of the words I heard in the dream.

At 11am 9-23-19, I began putting the dream in better format when the Spirit of the Lord came over me and I have never experienced it quite like I did this time. I was warring in the Spirit for Brother Marty Breeden and asking Jesus to surround him and give him His peace and comfort. I did not realize at the time that he was in a crisis.

After experiencing the Spirit this morning as I have, I can definitely say this dream is for NOW!

In the dream I had in the night of 9-23-19, I was with many that were gathering in an open area outside and it was important that everyone meet Brother Marty Breeden. I was introducing him to some that didn’t know him. There was a book or big stack of pages we looked at with Brother Marty as we met with him. The pages were just loosely bound and hand written. Leland was one of his four names on the front page. I don’t remember what the pages held except the cover.

I looked up the name Leland. A site called ‘Behind the Name’ read that the name Leland means fallow ground. Fallow ground is cultivated, idle in the growing season, and effective in destroying weeds.

Every one of us that had gathered began putting out food. It was like market stands built in stadium seat fashion, but there were gaps of empty spaces between some of the stands. If you can picture two beautiful fruit stands together and a gap where there was nothing because a stand was missing, and then three beautiful stands together and then another gap. It went on like this and the stands circled us like a wagon train during enemy attacks.

The Lord began to speak to me in my spirit that we are to fill in the gaps. At first, I was surprised at the words I was saying because I wasn’t hearing a voice tell me these things, and then I realized it was coming in the Spirit and out of my mouth. He was telling us what to fill and where to fill it. He said they will be coming. That sentence is from a previous dream. In the previous dream we were cooking everything and it was being anointed. In this dream we were putting the food out. The food was facing us, and not going out to anyone trying to cause problems. In the previous dream we also saw a future event where Jesus was riding on a white horse and the stars and moons followed. This event was not the rapture.

The Spirit said we will put it all out now and don’t worry that it is going to go bad. It will not go bad. The feeling was like It is top quality, the best of the best. We were working together to make it all happen (filling the gaps) as the Lord willed it. I was speaking all this from the Lord to the people within the walls of all this food surrounding us.

Some outside of our group/work were trying to cause trouble but it was not causing any trouble for us or hindering what we were doing. This tells me the Spirit of God will be heavy on us because these things do affect us at times in our flesh. We saw it all as good. We were able to find some humor in what people outside were attempting to do.

I looked up verses on gaps in the Bible. Amos 9:11-15 was a strong one in my spirit.

I’ve had dreams of bad food that was being fed to the people. God named those dreams The Great Deception. However, the food in this dream was amazing, and for us there were no distractions.

Driving in the car yesterday the thought crossed my mind how some receive the same message even if at different times/years and it’s how we work together. The words are still good. Then there are some words or people talking that we feel or hear ‘don’t listen to it’, and those are not our distractions. God is handling those. It’s not where He has our focus.

This began moving through my spirit last night after the dream =
We are like one satellite dish putting all that God wants out there, led by the Spirit of God. We are not even seeing all of the bad that is coming at us. Angels are warring over that. What we don’t see is not even affecting us.

Servants of the Lord God Almighty are in all fields; pastors, teachers, prophets, evangelists and the caregivers, mothers, fathers, grandmothers, and grandfathers. He knows the good servants and we are bound by His spirit working together for His will. I believe this explains what we were experiencing in this dream. In this dream, we all knew each other as far as the Spirit dwelling within us. There was no one light brighter than the other.

I fell back to sleep and began to dream on these things again. I remember greeting people at different tables and speaking to them but that is all I remember, except when I began to wake up. It was said, not by a person but by the Spirit, ‘his is at a critical point’. I knew this was regarding Brother Marty.

I looked up critical point. There are 5 points listed in this definition. For saving time I will let you look that up.

This is time for prayer warriors to unite. Ask God to give you the words and lead you to His scripture and pray for all the good servants. Attacks are coming from behind. I felt that all day yesterday because it was happening to me. We are being called to war with the angelic realm NOW! At the end of this writing the Spirit of God is flooding over me. I feel His urgency for this to go out. To God be the glory for leading us and no glory to us as we have no light of our own and no power in and of ourselves.

Fast and Pray for Strongholds – 7-12-19

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I took this picture because it reminds me of so many promises we have been given by our Father in Heaven.

I had a dream a few days ago that I had forgotten about.  Sometimes the shortest dream will say so much.  In the dream I was running and I knew temptations were following me.  I didn’t look back but I knew they were there.  As I ran I felt so excited and so light hearted.  I thought ‘this isn’t so bad, I can do this’.  And with the Lord’s way out, I did!

When the chase was over I fell onto the grass and rolled over looking up toward heaven and began to have a light-hearted conversation with Jesus.  It was so wonderful and I felt so free.

When temptations are before us, we have a promise to stand on.  1 Corinthians 10:13 – There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.

I have no idea how many years of my life I didn’t even know about this scripture.  Now, for those that have given in to temptation and are in addiction of any kind, you are in bondage.  You have a serious stronghold on your life.  If you are a family member, then this family member in addiction is needing  fasting and praying over his/her life.

When I first began having visions and hearing the Lord in different ways, one of the first scriptures I was given was Isaiah 58.  That was in 2015 and I still study this chapter.  It reads in verse 6 ‘is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?’

Strongholds in our lives can be very powerful destruction and take a powerful commitment to the Lord to repent and give up our comforts in life to see these strongholds in ourselves or our loved ones lifted.

Mark 9:29 – And he said unto them, this kind can come forth by nothing, but by prayer and fasting.

Mark 2:20 – But the days will come, when the bridegroom shall be taken away from them, and then shall they fast in those days.

Romans 12:2 – And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may discern what is the good, pleasing,  and perfect will of God.

Acts 1:8 – But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.

As you begin to fast and pray, the Lord will show you the comforts to give up.  It doesn’t have to be forever.  I usually choose something I love to drink or eat or do in my day and declare a fast from that thing for a day, three days, or a week.  Sometimes I will not put a time limit on it and be led by the Spirit. This is different for everyone.  Pray and seek the Lord in this.

As times grow darker we will have more of a need to know things like this.  I was driving the other day and the thought came to me that if I could actually see the spiritual darkness before me, I would not even be able to drive.

 

 

Pray for School in Brazil 3-13-19

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Two young men went into a school in Brazil this morning and began shooting. The children there were ages 8-16, but several are dead and injured.

I posted 3-2-19 about a dream of an active shooter.  I had heard babies screaming.  They didn’t sound any older than maybe 6 years old, if that.  And this morning I woke to hearing ‘active shooter’ again.

I don’t know if this is what the dream and words I heard was about, but please pray for the children, staff, and parents in this school.

Its a sad day when a child in any country can’t be safe in school or anywhere for that matter.  My heart is so heavy.  Some parents that sent their children to school today won’t be seeing them again.

 

It is time – reminder of Sept 2015

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I’m reminded this morning of September 2015.  I woke to hearing the congregation in my grandmother’s church singing.  Their sweet voices singing this beautiful song that they sang when I was a little girl sitting on the pew with my Bigma, waiting to eat the chicken pot pie in the picnic basket.  We would get in Grandaddy’s old blue truck and he would gently place the picnic basket in the back.

When I first started hearing the singing, I wasn’t sure what they were singing but I knew I remembered that tune.  Then I heard, ‘Count the milestones one by one, Jesus will forsake you never, it is better farther on’.

Why would I hear that song at that time was my question.  I soon found out the milestones leading up to us going home were quickly passing by.  Notable signs to getting us there – just flying by as we watch.

I looked up the definition of milestones –

  1. a stone set up beside a road to mark the distance in miles to a particular place.
  2. an action or event marking a significant change or stage in development.

New York’s approval of aborting a baby at full term if it means trouble for the mother if the baby is born made no sense whatsoever.  Oh they explained it in terms to make their decision to protect women viable in anyone’s eyes that are closed.  Mine are open, and so is my heart.  This is not right in any form you put it.  You can’t make a word that justifies this.  You can’t explain it away.

So this milestone in our country’s history is one that draws attention to the fact that we are in the times when the Christian has to stop and know that Jesus will forsake us never and it is better farther on.

I woke the morning of the blood moon and knew there were two standing by my bed.  I don’t know if they were angels or what but one said ‘we are waiting for her to choose Jesus’.  I didn’t understand that so I prayed about it and got the answer while working at my desk a couple days ago.  It shocked me when I realized that I will soon be brought before governors and kings for Jesus’ sake, for a testimony against them and the Gentiles.

But take no thought how or what thing ye shall answer, or what ye shall say.  For the Holy Ghost shall teach you in the same hour what ye ought to say.

This grandmother that I sat beside in church is the same one that talked to me when I would stand behind her and comb her long gray hair.  She gave me a warning.  She said ‘one day they are going to try to put a mark on you, don’t take it, don’t let them do that’.

So stand bold saints.  This is not our home.  We have an eternal home bright and fair, and our rooms have been prepared.  God bless and keep the faith.  Hold on to what you know, and not what you feel.  Stand firm on His Word.  Know it in your hearts.  And pray one for another.

There’s another scripture that tells us to go inside and shut thy doors until this indignation pass.  These are things coming to me this week.  It is time.  Cover your doors, cover yourselves and your families.  It is time.

Matthew Chapter 10          Luke Chapter 12          Deuteronomy Chapter 31

Revelation Chapter 13          John Chapter 14          1 Corinthians 16:13

Ephesians 6:18          Isaiah 26:20          Exodus 12:13

BELIEVE – 11-1-18

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I was praying in the night about the border and thanking the Lord for His word. I told Him how much I enjoy hearing KJV Audio and that I was trying to decide what to listen to next. The word Hezekiah came before me. This is the story of Hezekiah.
After the wicked reign of Ahaz, his son Hezekiah had to clean house. Hezekiah’s mother was the daughter of Zechariah, so he took after her. God blessed Hezekiah with Isaiah to help him. The nails were taken off the temple doors and the doors were once again opened. Idols were smashed. His enthusiasm for God spread throughout Judah and Israel. God caused him to prosper.
There came a day the Assyrians marched against Jerusalem. The Assyrians had already conquered other nations and now they were after Jerusalem. They openly mocked God. Today they are called ISIS.

When Hezekiah was on his sick bed, Isaiah told him to prepare to die. Hezekiah prayed that God would remember the good he had done and he asked forgiveness for the things that were not pleasing in God’s eyes. He was given fifteen more years.
Babylonians heard of his sickness and sent him a gift so Hezekiah proudly but naively showed them all his silver and gold. Isaiah rebuked Hezekiah and prophesied that one day everything he had shown them would be taken to Babylon along with Hezekiah’s descendants.
Hezekiah had not believed God would protect them. He was told not to believe the prophets of his God. Hezekiah offered gold to the King of Assyria for protection out of fear, the root of unbelief. He was willing to give up things holy and sacred to God.
Sometimes it takes a tragic situation for us to see we have to believe in God and to let Him know we believe. Most of the people under Hezekiah never believed this could happen to them. Hezekiah was told not to believe what his God had told him to deceive him because Jerusalem would be delivered into the hands of the Assyrians.

The angel of the Lord went out and put to death a hundred and eighty-five thousand in the Assyrian camp.  That was before they ever reached the border.  Pray for Israel and pray for America.  God be with all those that are tired and hungry and do not mean harm.

BELIEVE
2 Kings 16:20, 20:21,2 Chronicles 28:27, 32:33, Isaiah 36:1, 39:8

Prayer and Clarity -10-28-18

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I’m praying for the people in Pittsburgh.  This is horrific.  I understand the fire fighters, police, EMT’s, as well as congregation went through an extremely traumatic and emotional time.  I pray for them and the families of the precious lives lost in the synagogue there.  I pray for the people left trying to rationalize in their heads how they could be so hated.

I’ve been praying for the innocent in the caravan.  I woke with that heavy on my heart at 1:23 am not long ago.  There are some too young to understand; there are some that are just poor, tired, and hungry.  I don’t know the answer with the trojan horses in the midst of it but I can pray about it.

I’m praying for the people being bullied for their opinions and beliefs.  I saw a woman had been so bullied and down graded that she deleted her posts on facebook – or somebody did.  She’s a very good person that I have known most my life and if I had seen it when it happened I would have defended her.  She just has a big heart.  I don’t usually have time to read comments under posts.  Facebook is mostly my family so I can stay in touch with those far away.

I woke at 4:11 am a couple nights ago with things running methodically and systematically through my head.  I knew the map I had seen of the U.S. was showing where judgment would begin on this nation.  It is coming in waves.  I had seen one of the waves in a dream and my family and I were safe as we went into a building, which was a symbol of Psalm 91.  I was told while Hawaii was going through so much devastation that things will never be the same again.  I knew this didn’t just mean Hawaii.  I was told recently to hang on.  Hang on to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.  This night I knew I was given clarity.  From the beginning of September 2015, I have gotten warnings – along with millions of other people.  This land is in judgment and it is coming in waves.  This is the time to draw close to the Lord and seek His face.

Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.  Matthew 6:33

I fear this nation is dividing itself.  We left God out of so much and now we need God to be with us and protect us.  Have mercy on our souls.